July 7th 2021

 Of course not being able to prove a things existence doesn't prove it doesn't exist. Taking things on 

faith usually does no harm  It can be a great waste of time and energy though.  I depend on Rational thought and 

science to live my life.

All in all

I prefer 

Nature

After all

I just saw a young Buck again in my side yard.  He has come before.  He was a mediocre teacher.  I will put out food for him.  Maybe more Deer will come.  I don't care if it is against the law.  Deer have to eat aS THEY are on the way back p to the Mountains.  They can't eat asphalt. 

There is a bug crawling across my lamp.  I don't know whaT KIND IT IS.  I have never seen anything like it.

It is gone now.  I have cut back a lot on Cigarettes.  I hope to quite soon.  They are expensive anyway.  The trees make silhouettes in the evening light.  Poor woman  No acting talent  her line was stupid anyway.  I don't know if the Buck will eat the stuff I throw out.  It remains to be seen.  Hopefully he will come back.  I hope Remy didn't scare him away.  41/2 Minutes to go.  I'm time minded as someone said.  I am lighting up another Cigarette. I know I shouldnt   I am cutting back.  That is a good thing more days until I get some money from Sean. As long as he follows through that is.  I will just have to make do  I don't write characters.  I just do prose.  I don't know If can do fiction