July 14 2021

 Fragments of thoughts joined together.  What is it about. I feel depressed. Used up It has been a long day   I guess I I wore myself out at the ar.  Remy got good exercise.  I'm sorry.  I'm sorry for all the things I couldn't do, or didn't do. What has she accomplished with all her craziness?  

     Too many Cigarettes Today. I have a headache

Me Im afraid to die.  I overreact sometimes. I hope I go as Peacefully as my Mother did.  Its okay. Let the time pass.  Feel sad. feel the pain.  

I don't know about waiting.  As if Nature had consciousness. The Universe has been unfolding as it should. we are part of that unfolding and it best to be at Peace with it.

My Father Phil kind of did that on the little quarter Acre he lived on

It is the only yard in the Neighborhood that has this many trees.

I see Squirrells and Birds all the time.

Sometimes I see Deer.

All honor to my father

Deamoncrats are for more Decent an therefore Moral in their behavior than any CONservative

The Birds

Of my thoughts

Fly

Through the air

Leaving no trace

From the Old Master

In dwelling, be close to the land.

In meditation, go deep in the heart.

In dealing with others, be gentle and kind.

In speech, be true. In ruling, be just.

In business, be competent.

In action, watch the timing.

-- Lao Tsu 

(Old Master)